Waiting

Okay, So let me just start out with this: These lyrics describe what I've been feeling lately.
hungry I come to You
for I know You satisfy
I am empty
but I know Your love does not run dry
and I wait
and I wait
so I wait for You
so I wait for You

chorus
I'm falling on my knees
offering all of me
Jesus, You're all this heart is living for

broken I run to You
for Your arms are open wide
I am weary but I know Your touch restores my life
so I'll wait for You
so I'll wait for You

I'm falling on my knees
offering all of me
Jesus, You're all this heart is living for
Oh, I'm falling on my knees
offering all of me
Jesus, You're all this heart is living for

and I wait for you
and I wait for you
and I wait for you
and I wait

I'm falling on my knees
offering all of me
Jesus, You're all this heart is living for
Oh, I'm falling on my knees
offering all of me
Jesus, You're all this heart is living for

hungry I come to you,
for I know You satisfy

I'm about to really open up to yall. These last couple of weeks have scared me to death. I've been praying for God to begin to reveal his will to me, to begin to show me what I need to do. Well let's just say he's really answered this prayer. Over the last couple of weeks, He's been showing me bits and pieces of it, and, honestly it scares me to death. It just flat out scares me. Before this, I was scared because I had no idea what the future held for me. And now I'm scared and I know where I'm going and what I am supposed to be doing. I don't know where I stand anymore. I know this isn't making sense to anyone but I just need to let it out. Part of it, I think, is the waiting. The waiting scares me. I don't know what to do when I wait. I know I worship him and I know I love. But, I think, my problem is that I do NOT understand that waiting is a part of it. It's part of everything and it's definitely part of his will for me. The way I live my life and the way everything in my life is makes me feel like I always must be doing something. And not just something, but something big. But sometimes the waiting period is big. This period can be used to prepare us for the big thing we are waiting for. I just need to realize that. But it seriously scares me that I'm going to have to wait, and not just for a short period, but for a while. It scares me that I know what I need to do, and that I have to wait to do it. It really does scare me. I am just going to have to be preparing myself for these things he has revealed to me. I am going to have to really dig deep and get to know him from every angle. I am going to have to examine EVERY aspect of my life and make Christ the center of everything. I am going to have to set my priorities in the right order for the next couple of years while I am waiting. I am going to just have to be patient and persevere while I'm waiting. Whatever it takes, I am going to reveal this will. And as hard as it gets. I am going to wait and wait until I know the time comes for what needs to be done. Please pray for me, Pray for God to give me patience and the strength to persevere. Also just pray for me because I am in the middle of a spiritual battle because of this. God is telling me to go one way and the devil is trying with all his might to talk me out of it. Thanks so much guys! I love you all so much. I would absolutely love some comments, verses, opinions, thoughts, encouragement, anything. I just love to hear from yall. LOVE.